Crossroads and Paths

As adults there is so many paths and crossroads that we can take in our life journey. Sometimes we turn in the wrong direction or we hit dead ends. I've hit many dead ends in my adult life and it makes it really hard to put a smile on my face and be happy.  I'm unhappy with the type of work I've been doing for almost 18 years. I've had hardships that seems like I've had way more then my fair share, but then I think about all the people living in poverty and all the homeless people in our country and it reminds me that I need to be grateful that I have a job and a house. 

In high school my goal was to own my own business. But 20+ years later that dream has not yet become a reality. For the past 10 months I have been in the process of planning and getting organized to make that dream a reality! It's coming along slower then I would like but I don't want to rush into it full speed ahead and cause it to fail.

I need to finish college and get my business degree that I started and didn't finish......

My employer will pay for my college courses and upon getting my degree I will be contracted to continue working for them for so many years. So I'm forcing myself to take a deep breath and do what I need to do to finish that degree. Work will remain where I'm at but I can still slowly start my business and just do it as a side job from home until I can make it a full time job in the future. 

I keep telling myself to be patient and let everything fall into place when it's meant to fall into place but I'm not much of a patient person. I'm so ready to turn down the correct path at that crossroad that's meant for me but I know I've got learn to be patient to make it happen at the correct time. Hopefully that correct path will surface soon.......  Ok I'm done rambling have a good day and until next time.......