I went into work today only to get sent home, which is no big deal i guess. It just gave me the time to run over to the gym so that i can move forward on my mission. I have my goal's set in my mind and am using July 1, 2012 as my goal deadline.
The gym said they will help me reach my goal and i'm dead bent on reaching it. I told them i wanna lose 50 pounds (I only need to lose like 40 in all honesty) by next summer and they said no problem that will be easy and will help me. Starting tomorrow i will be going to the gym after work. And Saturday i will cut out my smoking permanently.
I have not set foot in a gym in almost 15 year's and wish i had never stopped going. I have fought and fought with my weight since i had my son. It's been a never ending battle for me!!
I have been unhappy with the way i look since i had my son 16 and a half year's ago. So if i'm going to be happy with myself then this goal will make it happen. :)
I don't normally eat when i'm working, but i think if i'm going to reach my goals that i need to make myself eat a small breakfast in the mornings, a small lunch and a light dinner.
I think the hardest thing will be staying away from the fast food, junk food and pop.
The more i cut out the easier it will be on me. I eat ALOT of carbohydrate's and am sitting here wondering if i will be able to cut those out or if i would be able to get away with eatting some carbo's twice a week at least. I love my spaghetti, lasagne etc to much to fully cut those out while i work on my goal. :\ The main thing is i need to eat more veggies and fruits. But im such a anti veggie person that i'm not sure how that will fly lol.
I'm outta here for now i will post more tomorrow night on how my first day in the gym went. (: Have a wonderful people!!!
